My babies are gone.......

Ok, so heres todays drama.  Its 11:17, I cant sleep as both my babies are gone.  Zach is with Gobba, not out of the ordinary as he has been fortunate to spend alot of the summer with her.  But Jake went to bootcamp, I dropped him at 6:30 tonight with the trainer he will be there for 2 weeks!   I am so sad!  What if he thinks I dont love him anymore and left him at "the pound?"   I had to blog this and Frank thinks I am now totally nuts.  I said what if the other dogs pick on him? Hes just a baby?  And he like his air conditioning and the kennel is hot?  
Perhaps I am over thinking this?

So this blog thing.

I have seen it more and more recently and really, I can ramble with the best of them.  I figure its like that diary I had when I was a child, this one with the lock and key?   I think all young girls had them and wrote down all their thoughts and wishes.  So know we get a virtual diary?  My how things have changed.
I find as I get older I say alot, "remember that time..."   I think time is marching way to fast and I cant for the life of me, get it to slow the heck down.  Zach will be turning 12 this fall, 12?  Seriously I cant tell you how fast its gone?  I remember  ( see told you so!)  being pregnant and thinking that I had all the time in the world to get ready for him.   I should have known that when that 9 months flew by I was on a slippery slope.
Well I guess time is not stopping for me, so I think this is a good start.  I am going to go outside with Zach and Jake and spend quality time.  Thats what it is all about.